So I’m waiting for this test to end,
so these lighter days can soon begin;
I’ll be alone, but maybe more carefree, Like a kite that floats so effortlessly;
I was afraid to be alone, but now I’m scared that’s how I like to be;
All these faces run the same,
how can there be so many personalities? So many lifeless, empty hands, so many hearts in great demand;
and now my sorrow seems so far away, until I’m taken by these bolts of pain;
But I turn them off, and tuck them away, until those rainy days that make them stay;
And then I’ll cry so hard to these sad songs, and the words still ring, once here, now gone;
And they echo through my head everyday,
and I don’t think they’ll ever go away; Just like thinking of your childhood home, but we can’t go back, we’re on our own;
Ohh… But I’m about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I’ll find it in myself; So we’re speeding towards that time of year,
to the day that marks that you’re not here; And I think I’ll want to be alone,
so please understand that I don’t answer the phone;
I’ll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls, until I can see nothing at all;
Only particles, some fast, some slow, all my eyes can see is all I know;
Ohh…
But I’m about to give this one more shot, And find it in myself,
I’ll find it in myself;
The song November by Azure Ray literally describes my life. I can not even. Sobbing right now like an infant. Listen to it and understandddd ♥
i dont know if people are checking me out or shocked at how ugly i am
(Source: marinasexual)
“don’t be shy” thanks u cured me
“just chill out” wow whered my anxiety go?
“smile, be happy” depressions finally gone, why did i not think of that?
